Yes I did that and yes I wish I hadn’t. But the good thing is that mistakes do not make a person, and also mistakes offer an opportunity to learn. It is often the case that people make the worst decisions when they are lacking love and need it the most. Looking at the decision I made at that time in my life shows me that I was lacking self-love and understanding. I can choose to take one of two paths: be upset for a failed expectation of someone in the past, or accept the action came from a lower level of awareness and acknowledge growth. Now I understand why, and now I forgive.